Beltane the fiery and traditional welcome to Summer. Celebrated on 30th of April or the 1st of May, May Day.

Maybe Lola was feeling the beat of Pagan drums through her paws yesterday when she was feeling so excited about being out and about in the fresh air.

Beltane was the traditional time for putting livestock out to summer pastures. Lola is the closest thing to livestock we have.

Since Hugo died our dog-walking life has taken a different pattern. Hugo favoured walks and adventure over all things. Lola prefers bed and sleeping over all things.

Until yesterday I would never have noticed her excitement at being out on a particular day. Because Hugo was excited to be out every day.

Dogs just like children give me parental guilt. Am I a good enough and effective parent for them to thrive and be happy.

I was a parent to children long before I was a dog mum. I wish it had been the other way round. But life is life and a constant learning experience.

This morning Lola has reverted to bed Lola. Beltane is done for her.