
It is book club week. After a bit of a run of hard to digest books. I was pleased to get a Graham Greene novel as my obligatory reading companion for the dark afternoons of November. Better than that, a Graham Greene I have not read. The Comedians. I realise that I have been quite lazy about Graham Greene and only ever read what was in my dad’s collection.
The feeling of relaxation of being handed a book that has the promise of a comfortable read was unexpected. I quite like being pushed out of my comfort zone.
During our book club chattering I realised I really hadn’t enjoyed reading the recent book or really the previous three. What I had enjoyed in a perverse way was my reading tenacity. So when I voted that I had enjoyed July, August, September and Octobers books. Only 3 of them over 4 months. I was not really thinking. I am deliberately not bothering to name them. They are a mush in my head. One of them was compelling, another well written. Style over Substance. Shocking detail over genuine storytelling. Pulp faction.
I have come to distrust authors that I really enjoy when the back cover quotes a review of the book I am about to read. Half way through I wonder what it is I am missing that X or Y raved about.
Tellingly I did not even bother to read the reviews of the back of the Graham Greene novel.
Anyway enough of my book ranting. But more bookishness.

This book was in a reference bookshelf at a print workshop I went to yesterday. First published in 1961. It was a very big book in our familial bookcase when I was very young. Great pictures for a small person in a book that was way too big for a small person. I could instantly turn to the two pages that I loved.

Flamingoes and Seabirds. My parents had to read the very dry and technical text as if it were the most exciting children’s book ever.The book was often my requested bed time story. I realised yesterday I have never read any of the text myself and yet I would certainly cite it as one of my favourite books. I am going to read my favourite pages next week and see if the reality lives up to the memory.
Memorable or Mush could just be the way I classify books from now on.
The fact that a book is readable does not necessarily make it a worthy read. My ability to read my way through a quagmire of mush is not a reflection of interest or quality, just endurance. No need to fool myself that the experience is enjoyable. Even if it was good for me , useful/ enlightening, educational.
Enjoying a book is about head and heart. I have only just realised that!











































