
I was never a fan of Circuses or Fairs when I was a child. I was not a fan of performing animals or clowns. I was always a fan of a great big tent appearing somewhere locally, just the arrival of the tent was enough for me.
I have become older, and Circuses have reinvented themselves. Music festivals have big tents so live music and skillful human circus acts are both something which I now enjoy in a big tent as an adult. I still prefer to observe the excitement of fairs from a distance and I avoid clowns and, as a subset, magicians.
This freshly erected big tent in a local park still gave me that conflicting thrill feeling, a sense of happy anticipation even though I may still choose not to participate in whatever is going on inside.
Such was my dislike of clowns and magicians as a small person they were often part of my dreaming world. Never nightmares, just quiet dreams where I wandered through whole towns built of big tents, successfully avoiding the things I didn’t like.

I don’t believe I am Coulrophobic because I could easily engage with both clowns and magicians. I just choose not to.
Sadly there is not a word for people who just love big tents for their own sake. But I am that person. Day or night.

For this blog, I pondered what my best big tent experiences have been.
Authors reading their own books or very skillful actors reading someone else’s book to a large and enthralled audience at a Literary Festival.
Discovering a new band or artist in a big tent at a music festival.
The flower tent at agricultural shows.
DJ sets in a tent, wherever that can occur.
New Age stuff, even if it is nonsense dressed in tie dye. The smells are always fantastic.
The produce tent at a village fete. Again the smells but also the people watching.


I carry a fear and intense dislike of clowns, and dislike animals having to perform. not a fan or magicians or mimes either. I do like the type of cirque de Soleil performers that exist in the world, acrobats, dancers, etc. – when I was in advertising, one of our clients was the Ringling Bros. Barnum and Bailey Circus, so it was a nightmare on so many levels. Tents, however, draw me in as well, for celebrations, performances, shows, etc.
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I know it is possible do be described as Clown phobic. I am not , I really dislike them in a controlled way. My mum made me the most beautiful clown doll, not knowing how much I disliked them . I persuaded her to change the hat and face into something not a clown and was very happy to have it. Cirque de Soleil was my rehab certainly.
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